Jesus, Hold Me
Tonight I was listening to a CD I haven't heard in a long time. It is by the Brooklyn Tabernacle Singers. "Only To Him." Very beautiful praise songs. When track #8 started to play, I was suddenly transported back to several summers ago when I was "going through" some things and God used that song to minister to me. Here are the words:
In March of 1996, I went for a routine mammogram and discovered that I had breast cancer. Not only that, but the surgeon didn't get "clear margins" when he did the biopsy; there were cancer cells right to the edge of the tissue he removed. I had never before had a life-threatening illness, and my whole world seemed to spin out of control. I remember God strengthening me as I listened to this beautiful praise song and the one which formed a medley with it:
The next track on the CD, track #9, is based on Philippians 1:6
I believe that God strengthens us so that we can strengthen each other. Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God. (2 Cor 1:3-4) I just want to give glory to God and to encourage anyone who is "going through" right now. God is faithful. He hears and answers prayer. When we are in the midst of the storm, sometimes all we can see is the storm. But God is there with us in the midst. He has promised never to leave us or forsake us. If you are going through a storm right now, know that God is going to bring you through and that one day you will look back, as I am doing now, and praise Him for His faithfulness. God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. (Pslms 46:1) I give God glory that He is a God that answers prayer. I thank Him that when my pastor anointed me with oil and prayed for me that he asked God to prevent any unnecessary procedures. I thank Him that the surgeon to whom I went for a second opinion said the cancer was "in situ" and therefore a sampling of the lymph nodes was not indicated. I thank God for friends who knew about nutritional supplements to help counteract the ravaging effects of radiation therapy. I thank God for speaking to my heart the tenth chapter of Isaiah 41: Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness. Most of all, I thank God that He held me safe in His Arms and carried me right through that storm. And He will do the same for you. Your sister in Christ Jesus,
Janet \o/ \o/ \o/
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